emo...
sigh...
i hate school...
still got hw haven do yet but i don't care...
stupid term 3...
stupid life...
sometimes i wish that i'll leave this country and live somewhere else...
start a new life...
far far away from here...
and someone just complicated it...
i shouldn't have told you...
i shouldn'ti shouldn't have told youi shouldn't have like youi shouldn't have cared...and just leave you there...i wouldn't need to change...and just be plain strange...if only i knew this would happen...the dream gave me a new thought...a new hope...that theres someone out there...that can be better than you...its only a few weeks...and now this...i just wanna shout...whats the freaking hell with you?!gone mad everytime the sun set...left me there in confusion...in sleepless nights...yet still im not numb yet...why do you keep changing?one part of day you show appreciationthe other you just shrug them off...saying there's nothing at all...i hate you for all this...all this stupid things...but yet i still like you...i hate myself...i just wish that i never knew you...live a normal life with best friends...to live a happy normal holiday...and dun care a crap about you...but i can't...now its all hate and loathing...the dark sky without light...tears like rain drops...now i knew why...she had never liked you...i should have heed her warnings..and hate you...sigh... i hate my life...