ouch...
now im getting all those sore eyes like neraK's...
im getting retardedly stressed and emo now...
plus an additional longing for the past,
i broke down alot of times...
seriously...
i think ill go blind with all the constant crying...
i just can't bring myself to study...
i feel stupid...
stupid,
useless,
dejected,
rejected,
loney,
ugly,
fat,
lost,
lame,
helpless,
unpleasant,
idiotic,
niave,
unloveable,
eliz