hello
bye bye

ok i'm lame haha
oops sry wenxi!

umm lets see...
today i went to watch 6 hours of onepiece(haha crazy!)
den i go and eat
den the end...

end~














extra portion~!
(yeah! somesorta contain emo stuff so high ppl please go away...)

bored
nothing to say
Luffy is cute in a sense...
like hes the only anime character that make the emo me become super high...
haha
if only he was real...
he'd be my bestie =D

if only if only
sigh...
that word seems so worthless
it only makes our lives seem bleaker
lol emo!

if only i could reverse time
if only i was born in some other country
if only i acted earlier
if only i didn't go that school
if only i could have more time
if only i have less/no holiday homework
if only i wouldn't have to suffer/sacrifice just for one person
if only she doesn't exist
if only he doesn't exist
if only i don't exist
if only i have no emotions
if only i am unsensative to what people say to me
if only she doesn't have to leave
if only those cartoon characters that i grew so fond of were real
if only i could wake up and find myself in their world
if only I'm not human
if only reality is just a dream and the dreams are reality
if only my dreams actually makes sense
if only the worlds collide
if only i am invisible
if only i could fly away
if only i could get whatever i want
if only i could live in the past forever
if only i was mute
if only i am slightly more talented in piano
if only i am slightly more talented in art
if only i am slightly more good in chinese
if only i'm totally lousy in chinese
if only i have no stress and worries
if only i am some village kid
if only i could force myself to ling siu...

lol i sound like Lemony Snicket
haha that crazy emo...
but yeah
if only those i mentioned above are true
den of course i'll be happy...

but there and then again,
we will be happy
when we go to qian xi nian
and those days after...
no pain, no stress,no worries
everyday just praising God

oh well...
i dunno what to say now...
i'm not like wenxi
im not like shuning
im not like weiying
im not like ke er
im not like anyone i know in church
i can't control myself
i can't do anything


i just can't help myself...
God please help me...













emo.