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8:01 PM♠ Sunday, December 30, 2007
i find myself pretty hopeless... I DUN KNOW WHEN SCHOOL STARTS!!! lol still stuck in my anime world...
today was my first Chinese tuition lessen in xue er yu... lol Zoe same class as me... and the teacher is damn strick lah... sorta feaked out... somemore got ting xie... im so gonna die... i can't even memorise my cheng yu thing then plus this ting xie thing im so gonna die...
if only mr gan teaches chinese...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! WHY AM I NOT BORN AN KOREAN?? (btw so won is transferring... aww...) their language is one of the easiest language in the whole wide world...
AND CHINESE IS ONE OF THE HARDEST!!! darn darn darn...
ok ok think optimistic ok i can talk to my friends like crazy (whee~!) looking forward to see them again...
sorta happy to see some teachers again... sorta happy that next year's science is less theory and more practical sorta happy to be in choir again... sorta happy that school camp is near...(though i sorta sad that i have almost literally no one to talk to except pyy & sharon & sabonisha) sorta happy that we might be doing bout flash next year during com lab time. sorta happy that we can sit with our friends for the first few days.... sorta happy that the first week doesn't seem as bad as i think it is... sorta happy that im not thinking pessimistic(yay thanks to Luffy) sorta happy that i can chat more fluently about anime with drusilla... sorta happy that i can receive more presents on the first day...
okok... that should be it... i think...
extra portion haha this is darn cool
haha the voice actors all sing one... hee hee sounds much much better than original sequence goes like this... intro-> everyone->Nami->Chopper& Nami ->Luffy->everyone->intermission->Zoro->Sanji->Usopp->everyone->Luffy->everyone->Luffy
this ep is damn funny especially the part where...
usopp: o-oi to the ship? i dun see a exit... luffy:then we'll make one!!!*runs like a mad person* nami:no way!*zoom* *boing* everyone except luffy:*shock* luffy:huh? i was sure i could break it... everyone except luffy:oi oi oi oi oi oi oi...
LOL!!! i kept laughing at that part next part funnier...
wall shakes then boom!
sanji & usopp:*shock* luffy:hey it opened =) result alright result alright...we're going apis =)
sanji & usopp:-.- sanji:this guy is stronger than a caveman -.-
LOL!!! FUNNY!!!
&the part where they all say they want to kill luffy someday... haha lol!!!
love this ep...
oh well off to ep 59 =D shucks my god brothers are coming >;(
posted at 9:17 PM
11:13 AM♠
whee~! i love choco chip cookies!!! lalala~!
im happy!!! i finished all my holiday homework whee~!
haha stayed all the way to 2 just to finish 3 zhou ji thingy hee hee i sorta cheated... i used my pri school foolscap paper and there are only 240 plus boxes den our teracher say she require us to at least write one page... haha lucky i didn't use the 500 boxes one...
would have died... sorta into bleach again... whee~!
cause its finally at the climax... still quite slow though... zzzzzzzzzzzz...
gintama slower... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
oh well... chonging one piece now... blah... sigh so tired...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz
lol im lame...
end...
posted at 11:13 AM
11:59 PM♠ Thursday, December 27, 2007
this song and video makes me smile dun ask me why... somehow i wished that that would somehow happen to me...
posted at 11:59 PM
11:35 AM♠
haha this picture is the first thing that made me smile today...
LOL!kinda feel sad for Luffy... considering the fact that Jack Sparrow took the merry go &the unknown fact(to him) that Elizabeth Swan became pirate king HAHA! poor poor Luffy... GO GO LUFFY GO KICK JACK SPARROW'S ASS! hee~
Had some weird dream... lol but its nice though... its ages since i had such fun dreams =D i'm high and happy now again...
posted at 11:35 AM
10:35 PM♠ Wednesday, December 26, 2007
hello bye bye
ok i'm lame haha oops sry wenxi!
umm lets see... today i went to watch 6 hours of onepiece(haha crazy!) den i go and eat den the end...
end~
extra portion~! (yeah! somesorta contain emo stuff so high ppl please go away...)
bored nothing to say Luffy is cute in a sense... like hes the only anime character that make the emo me become super high... haha if only he was real... he'd be my bestie =D
if only if only sigh... that word seems so worthless it only makes our lives seem bleaker lol emo!
if only i could reverse time if only i was born in some other country if only i acted earlier if only i didn't go that school if only i could have more time if only i have less/no holiday homework if only i wouldn't have to suffer/sacrifice just for one person if only she doesn't exist if only he doesn't exist if only i don't exist if only i have no emotions if only i am unsensative to what people say to me if only she doesn't have to leave if only those cartoon characters that i grew so fond of were real if only i could wake up and find myself in their world if only I'm not human if only reality is just a dream and the dreams are reality if only my dreams actually makes sense if only the worlds collide if only i am invisible if only i could fly away if only i could get whatever i want if only i could live in the past forever if only i was mute if only i am slightly more talented in piano if only i am slightly more talented in art if only i am slightly more good in chinese if only i'm totally lousy in chinese if only i have no stress and worries if only i am some village kid if only i could force myself to ling siu...
lol i sound like Lemony Snicket haha that crazy emo... but yeah if only those i mentioned above are true den of course i'll be happy...
but there and then again, we will be happy when we go to qian xi nian and those days after... no pain, no stress,no worries everyday just praising God
oh well... i dunno what to say now... i'm not like wenxi im not like shuning im not like weiying im not like ke er im not like anyone i know in church i can't control myself i can't do anything
i just can't help myself... God please help me...
emo.
posted at 10:35 PM
12:03 AM♠ Tuesday, December 25, 2007
hey haha merry christmas whee~!
haha lol whee~!
hey where's santa??? hey wheres the christmas tree??? hey wheres that present???
lol at least the christams songs are still on =D haha listening to Christmas dun be late - Alvin & the chipmunks haha =D
whee~! im high now but abit dead... oh well...
zzzzzzzzzz... good night...
posted at 12:03 AM
9:33 AM♠ Monday, December 24, 2007
haven't wake up yet
posted at 9:33 AM
12:32 PM♠ Saturday, December 22, 2007
hello ppl =D
going to grandma's house later... so sad that i can't go to shao nian tuan today... oh well...
whee~! i love my new blogsong =D though i dunno where is it from
but its one of the few songs that make me feel happy =D whee~!
one of the few fei lun hai songs i like =D
this one also =D
haha Wu zun cannot sing solo *laughs like mad* ok i'm mean...
dun like him liao yay!
i think this picture is cute =D but messy though... lol
my mom is funny 1)she want to make a blog so i did one for her... haha 2)she said my bleach skin look so ladylike... den i told her that person there is a guy... lololol...
i want a Hitsugaya skin haha but i'll stick to this first just in case... whee~! nothing to say... oh well...
extra portion~ i separated this part out for someone who personally oppose animes...(no wenixi it's not you ,right qz?)whee~! hee now i'm watching 3 anime's now Gintama,Bleach & Onepiece
lol cause i reached the maximum stubbing point of gintama and bleach so i gotta wait... so i will get wuliao so i go watch onepiece 4 fun
ok... at first i thought Onepiece is lame... cause it looks lame... haha can't blame it cause its an old anime... ok... old in my sense... started at bout 1997??? lol almost the same as Inuyasha i think...
lol... but when i start to notice that its a good anime,
"One Piece is the third highest selling manga in the history of Weekly Shonen Jump, (behind Kochira Katsushika-ku Kameari Kōen-mae Hashutsujo [Kochi Kame] and Dragon Ball) and is currently their most acclaimed and all-time third-best-selling title in Japan. The manga is so well-liked that it is the first to increase the sales of Weekly Shonen Jump in eleven years. Volume 25 of One Piece holds a manga sales record in Japan, with 2,630,000 units sold in its first printing alone; as of Volume 46, the series has sold over 140,000,000 copies domestically, and is the fastest manga to reach sales of 100,000,000."-wikipedia
den so i started watching yesterday... heh heh quite funny...
especially when Luffy(he looks easy to draw o.0) make some stupid comment... ok its not as funny as Gintama and not so much action as Bleach... its just something in between...
and the good thing is that its like it has nothing bad... as in offensive... like i admite Bleach got a few pervertic scenes... Gintama is a bit against religion(ok la... its just one line and its meant as a joke... but...yeah stuff like that is not supposed to be joked about.)
so i can safely say that Onepiece is recomented for christians to watch cause the main thing is just about "follow ur dreams no matter what!"
lalala i finished my fen siang that was supposed to be on 14/12/07 ling siu part that i skipped =D
end =D
posted at 6:08 PM
7:17 PM♠ Tuesday, December 18, 2007
yeah christmas is coming soon =D my fav christmas song =D
"all i want for christmas is YOU!!!!!!"
whoo~!
I don't want a lot for Christmas There's just one thing I need I don't care about presents Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true... All I want for Christmas Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas There is just one thing I need I don't care about presents Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true All I want for Christmas is you... You baby
All the lights are shining So brightly everywhere And the sound of children's Laughter fills the air And everyone is singing I hear those sleigh bells ringing Santa won't you bring me the one I really need - won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas This is all I'm asking for I just want to see baby Standing right outside my door Oh I just want him for my own More than you could ever know Make my wish come true Baby all I want for Christmas is You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)
got a lot of versions but i like this the best! the singer is damn good!!! listen to the solo part! its so good... i wish i could sing like that...
posted at 7:17 PM
1:38 PM♠ Monday, December 17, 2007
ok i shall delay the details one to the next post...
ok... i fell so bad again... i mean its like i try so hard to change but then... its like the old me kicks in again...
its like yesterday God decided to shen pan me but then its like i failed... i feel so ashamed of myself...
ARGH! WHY DO I KEEP THINKING THAT IM NOT IN FAULT!!!
ok here goes self hatred...
sigh... i'm some sort of supposed to pratice for piano now....
school starting soon... must hurry up hw...
ganbatte me
posted at 1:38 PM
10:42 PM♠ Sunday, December 16, 2007
okok... i promised the details... dad wanna use the com so must hurry...
day 1 yeah getta know each ppl in my group... alot of little kids (cute but tai4 hyper ler) but i still can't remember much names (ok i'm really bad at remembering these kind of stuff) lalala... played games... oh yeah there's this ice breaker game as in we must melt the ice in the fastest possible time(IRONY) den the little kids go use shoe to melt... lol yeah normal normal lors... think dao and stuff... we had a fun feng siang session too =D
day2 feeling a bit bored cause both hui en and wenxi vry vry mang2... den got nothing to do... so just pei wenxi with her piano... (you must be thinking now, what about ni ying... well personally she abit bores me so yeah dun really like to talk to her... pai seh i should better do something bout it)
oh yeah we played some games then got second...(lost by 2 points by zhuang1bei4 zu3) oh well...
day3 yay water dirty games!!! fun fun fun!!!
for our group,we went to the flour game first...
abit like last years one we must stuff our face into the flour den must be four in one row.
LUCKY I CUT MY HAIR!!! or else like last time...
ok den we went to Justin's station must roll over coffee powder,flour,condense milk,chilli sause,and all of them combined.. vry dirty and sticky in the end...
my group's little kids not entu one... they dun wanna get dirty... sigh... den we went to sin hang's station must carry the water bomb back to back to the other side... den its not water... its the cai poh water... so we stink even more...
den we went to ka shun's station
must pass the water bomb to the other side using black dustbin bags lol we got none... shu sze's group got 4...
ok then we play mass game... whee~! vry vry messy... look at us... ok not so obvious... but we were very very dirty... as any one if u want...
(credits:wing's blog)
day 4
yay quan ying hui =D fun=D
got only 4 hours to do play and cheer... but in the end we got 3rd later bbq
day 5 end... nothing to say...
oh well...
posted at 10:42 PM
9:15 PM♠ Saturday, December 15, 2007
ok time 4 me to blog ebout camp
yeah theme is 若今日来如何？(what if Jesus comes today) &the most amazing thing is that yeah its the first camp that i actually really go listen and feel guilty bout all my wrong doings...(i seriously need to apologise to someone)
i got to admit,those previous camps shi4 zai4 na4 bian1 wan2 wan2 er2 yi3den in the end i ended up learning nothing/alittle bit den afew days jiu4 wang4 ji4 ler3 sry this com no chinese den the on top one is from shu ning's blog.
at first i knew nothing bout this i only know that Jesus comes and brings those who xing 4 ta1 up to heaven den those who dun just get suffering...
but then the jiang yuan actually showed how distressing is the suffering... its like i dun want my friend /relatives to be in that scene and it just frustrates me that they just dun want to listen especially my grandma cause she can't stand dao's like me last time but there and then again its mostly due to the fact that worldly desires like dancing(my grandma loves dancing) and 4D etc etc will like block her ears to listen. But then she seems to like my uncle's church which is abit like city harvest but then shi bing dao shi said that even these kind of Christians should be able to 被提 too if they really believe.but then im still a bit worried for her... and pray and hope that she'll believe like my grandfather who i presume is in heaven now.
and the most scary thing is that i think that i might go through that pain and suffering cause yeah i'm not a very good christian at all... not only that i huai2 yi2 myself,i also huai yi God. yeah its like whether he's really there anot or is some other religion right bout their Gods but after what i heard from Wenxi's experience i some sort of dun huai yi him anymore. i remember a story that zhang lao said which is that there is once a guy who is a very devoted christian den in army he some sorta upturn the whole van (he's the driver) and then will get harsh punishments den he told everyone to pray for him but still in the end he still got the punishments and then he left the church. Now you might think that God doesn't listen to our prayers or exist but then if you look at another view, God did help him, he managed to get out of the upturned van(which is very heavy) unscathed.God protected him all the while.
so yeah you really got to count your blessings and look at another perspective and yeah God listens to our prayers.
and yeah im forcing myself not to spit out vulgarities again cause we must honer God in everything we do and say so if like continue to say these kind of things i would like disrespect God... These really make me feel shameful of what i did and treated to some ppl... like Qizhang.
Its like what i do, makes me look like im not a christian at all and some retarded hooligan. So yeah thank God for waking me up and i hope and pray i can be a better christian.And i mean it with all my heart.
Now i just hope that i can find my God given en1 ci4 cause yeah i still can't find it. oh yeah Wen xi said that its my en ci is drawing but then yeah i can't find ways to shi feng in that sense and it some what now i feel that i abuse it to draw other stuff...
oh yay Wenxi replied =D umm she said that i can help to draw/decorate the shou ce... so yeah but then God actually gave me a chance to like to do the soverners but then i really misuse the chance so yeah pray that God can give me another chance.
yeah & i get to know some ppl better like Cassandra =D
and the water dirty games was fun especially the last one...
details next post... this one too long liao... oh well... gd night.
posted at 9:15 PM
10:00 PM♠ Friday, December 7, 2007
tagged by dao xin...
~edit~ 1 fondest memory you have in your lifetime: a game that i played in church camp last year that involved flour,gel and plates~ not going any further in detail.
2 people you'd like to thank: it says two but i wanna add on... my papa and mama... without them i'll never exist... vangi,without her i'll just be a stupid retard,moi's sisters,without them i'll never make sense.
3 things you would want to do now: reverse time go back to Abra,Philipines fly...
4 people that left the deepest impression (including reason why): 1)vangi... why? reason too long...and too private
2)Hui en for being to longest bestfriend i ever had... be able to withstand my naggy-ness(which as u said worst than ur mom-lol) and my sabotage-ness,my lame-ness,childish-ness,etc etc there and then again thats why you managed to be the longest.
3)Dom i never really know why... some how i sorta like being with you it was fun in those days with sassy 5(is that how u spell it???) with everyone but yeah with everyone spilt out and hazel uncontactable... it kinda hurts that we can't like meet up together (as in everyone)again...
4)Mr someone for adding me to that list of ppl & accepting me... if u didn't,i bet i would have jumped down the building on that day.
5 photos/pictures that you like:
~reserved~
6 strange things you've done in your life: ok they are not strange... they are just stuff i do that is NOT my nature
1)pretend that a shinigami popped out of nowhere... (too much imagination) 2)slap sakeena in the face(ahh that was so nice[beware]) 3)almost jump off a building to see if i can fly... (oops too much peter pan) edit~ nah i didn't do that... just can't think of anything to write up there... but the rest are true. 4)talk to myself as if im talking to someone invisible 5)pretend to attack someone with self-learnt karate... 6)like wuzun... (gosh!)
7 things that you like in 2007: 1)my crazy class 2)my almost crazy school friends 3)my half crazy interior 4)my abit crazy pri sch teacher 5)my normal new friends that i friended and met in just one day (its not only just you,Fiona) 6)my very very normal church friends 7)my no nonsense family
8 things you want to do in 2008: fly attend drawing classes force the school to sack the new choir conductor bomb the school master ice skating love life wish those ppl whom i hate to be gone stop hating ppl...
9 people you want to do this: karen pyy yuqi fiona samanta wenxi amanda clarissa ~reserved for anyone who wants to do this ;D~
posted at 10:00 PM
9:33 PM♠
yeah! new bleach skin...
fine without that bleach word and this post you might not guess that that guy there is Ichigo... i didn't dare use the other skins cause they reveal too much... and me momma is a bit aginst Ichigo cause his face look very fierce... wanted Histugaya too... but also momma dun like... she sometimes see this blog... i abit scared...
lalala... ahh!!! im scared bout that design thing... im scared that its not up to standards... and out of point... ah i should have known bout putting my drawings up on my blog...
now im busy helping ppl draw stuff... ahh!!!
aww man... i mean the group's name is so difficuit to draw something... and as far as i know the last time group names are animals and people from the bible...
whola Gods' giving me a hard job... sigh... last min work... and i lost my coluring pencils D: and there's 4 days left... AHH!!!
and my father is also pressing me to do my hw fast... sigh...
it feels like im back to the old way of blogging...
the stressed up way...
sigh... note~ i might not be posting my drawings here anymore but maybe in another Acc like xanga or wadever... oh well... tata
posted at 9:33 PM
8:12 PM♠ Thursday, December 6, 2007
emo~ note:just go read some other blog please...
they said time heals all wounds... rubbish!
it just covers it everyday life and use something that we thought could comfort us as an anesthetic but soon it would just fade away and leave us with a even bigger wound. cause time has a way to take away the things we have or we thought to have.
its hard to ignore,hard to forget,hard to pull away the pain... the more you try to cover it,the more it hurts...
things come and go... how come i keep losing and never gain?
i wish i was never born in this place... i hate Singapore and its people who never think for others.
posted at 8:12 PM
moshimoshi
沖田 霞
is pretty screwed up now =\
watashi no
the fifth alice was a small figure, insignificant
with her hand, drew up wonderland
to fill her world of white
with figures of black
that alice rose dreams
while she was sleeping
others said she will never wake
while the phantom thief ran away
