i wonder why i keep getting dreams of me getting hit by cars...
lol maybe i might get hit someday?
later? tomorrow?next year? year 2020?

pls dun go "choi choi choi!!!"...
or "gosh!eliz is so emo!!!"
it might happen...
we'll never know...

sigh...
maybe im glad that i die...

maybe maybe...
at least im prepared...
maybe i'll be happy to leave this world behind
one which have caused do much worries and pain...
yet so much love & friendship...

i sound like im gonna die tomorrow right?
thats probably how Clarissa's friend felt...
i feel so sad for her...
i pray that she can get better...
i pray and i hope...
even though i dun know her...






















i'm sad...