resisttheoctopusball!

4:19 PM♠ Sunday, February 17, 2008

zzzzzzzzz.......
a full of webdings post...
and i dun care what u think

i feel irritated and want to distroy stuff badly
it hard for me to control that right arm
especially when i'm in a bad mood...

i feel like drawing but then,when i see my drawings
i feel that..

i suck

i can't even think properly now
i can't even do anything properly
i just suck in everything i do

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i somehow hate those pro ppl... argh!!! there are like those ppl who already started their comics whereas me, the stupid idiot can't even draw a person properly

wtf lar...

i hate myself
i really hate myself for not being what i wanna be...

i'm useless...

im not good in studies
and i think only art can save me
now what!
it sucks as bad as my studies

sheesh!!!!!!!!

i dunno why but i could only draw well at night...
and thats the time i need rest

argh!!!!!!
wtf wtf wtf wtf

not to forget,
now i hate everyone around me
i hate everyone whom exsisted in my life
i even hate some of my friends

so what they are my friends
they treat me even worst then average ppl

wtf lar

and yeah there are the bious friends
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
if u want to buy stuff for ur friends its either u give everyone of them or u give none...
wtf lar

u think ppl happy if u give their present to ur crush arh
wtf lar
damn bious lar

go die

if u dun think me as ur friend then tell me lar
its not as if i can't live without u
u two faced idiot

everyday talk about feilunhai feilunhai or douniu douniu or gongzuxiaomei 24/7
damn sick larh

i'm not a fan
still tell me for what?
its not as if i keep telling u about anime everytime i see u wad
sheesh!

as if i care about taiwan and their idiot high pitched girls
walao their stupid act cute voices make me wanna punch them...
argh><>

pissed pissed pissed

i hate my life now...
i really want to leave this retarded place
this retarded school, this retarded country

i know the grass might not be greener at the other side
but do i look like i care?

argh

ppl whom managed to read this,
if u go tell this to that bious idiot
u are so gonna die...

and i mean it...

eliz is black
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posted at 4:19 PM