rawr...

im pissed...






i wanna watch L change the world...
so bored...

i hate tests

i just wanna draw...

i just wanna be what i wanna be...

is it very hard for u to let me be what i want?
let me keep what i want?
let me do what i wanna do?

why must i be controlled further?
the inner me is hating me for wearing all those false smiles
doing stuff i hate to do
just to satisfy you

is it not enough?

i really feel like saying so what...i dun care

but i could not...

i wanna be free for once

im jealous ><
lavi kenna paired with lenalee
rawr><
at least lenalee and allen is still ok with me...

darn i gotta use that stupid school keyboard with the a and h key missing...
then i gotta use the end of my mechanical pen to type
and i bet i look retarded...

so bored...
sigh i go play neopets ba...

end~!

yeah i know my blogskin is a little hardcore
but D.Gray-man is lovess =D

pls dun kill me
i can't find a not so obvious one like the bleach one before...

lalala~!

argh
i hate hw

><
sigh...

end~!(what a meaningless post)

lol!!!!!

a few funny and stupid stuff concerning a certain anime guy called L

1)during chinese caligraphy class,we were drawing sparrows... i grew damn bored so i went to darken the sparrow's eye lids, so i called it the L bird...
so lame...

2) and just now my tutor said that i should go watch L change the world...
lol actually i sorta interested...which made me watch death-note anime ep 1 yesterday...




nice chorus though the start really sucks-.-
so draggy and the singer sounds as if he was about to die like that... >< hmpt!!! spoil the whole song...


another "the-start-sucks-but-chorus-rawks" song
damn cute lar the chorus ^^

oh well...
not all songs are perfect...














argh><
i hate going downstairs to eat><

ttyl

blog more later

don't u think this picture is sad???

i feel so sad for hijikata
awwwwww...

nooooooo
why must okita's sister die?????/

='(
i sorta like her...
nnnnnnnnooooooo!!!

i'm staring to like Hijikata(was sort of expecting this comment since i thought kanda is hot)

OKITA-SAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

awwww
i feel really sad inside
dunno why

funny how small things really make u sad

it sort of links u to something that happened in ur life
but yeah

whatever



sigh...

zzzzzzzzz.......
a full of webdings post...
and i dun care what u think

i feel irritated and want to distroy stuff badly
it hard for me to control that right arm
especially when i'm in a bad mood...

i feel like drawing but then,when i see my drawings
i feel that..

i suck

i can't even think properly now
i can't even do anything properly
i just suck in everything i do

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i somehow hate those pro ppl... argh!!! there are like those ppl who already started their comics whereas me, the stupid idiot can't even draw a person properly

wtf lar...

i hate myself
i really hate myself for not being what i wanna be...

i'm useless...

im not good in studies
and i think only art can save me
now what!
it sucks as bad as my studies

sheesh!!!!!!!!

i dunno why but i could only draw well at night...
and thats the time i need rest

argh!!!!!!
wtf wtf wtf wtf

not to forget,
now i hate everyone around me
i hate everyone whom exsisted in my life
i even hate some of my friends

so what they are my friends
they treat me even worst then average ppl

wtf lar

and yeah there are the bious friends
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
if u want to buy stuff for ur friends its either u give everyone of them or u give none...
wtf lar

u think ppl happy if u give their present to ur crush arh
wtf lar
damn bious lar

go die

if u dun think me as ur friend then tell me lar
its not as if i can't live without u
u two faced idiot

everyday talk about feilunhai feilunhai or douniu douniu or gongzuxiaomei 24/7
damn sick larh

i'm not a fan
still tell me for what?
its not as if i keep telling u about anime everytime i see u wad
sheesh!

as if i care about taiwan and their idiot high pitched girls
walao their stupid act cute voices make me wanna punch them...
argh><>


pissed pissed pissed

i hate my life now...
i really want to leave this retarded place
this retarded school, this retarded country

i know the grass might not be greener at the other side
but do i look like i care?


argh


ppl whom managed to read this,
if u go tell this to that bious idiot
u are so gonna die...

and i mean it...












eliz is black
....................................

darn... now i think kanda is hot...

hot right??!!!

NOOO!!! WHAT HAPPENING TO ME??!!!!!!!!!
LAVI SAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





lol
sigh...





lets see...
today-zzzzzzzzzzzz...


actually today vry slack
i mean like

maths-project work
science-fire drill
english-library lesson -.-

lucky me cause after pe i was half dead....
before pe i was quater dead...

but i still manage to pass=D

my motivation
"i must be fit!!! u are so darn fat!!!! must be fit ><"

and "ICHIGO MNEW MNEW!!!!!!!!!"(strawberry milk)
lol stupid motivations...(and yes the strawberry milk one is random)

nothing much else
lol
yaye =D
oh yeah

CAN U STUPID FAN ARTISTS STOP DRAWING YAOI FAN ARTS OF ALLEN+KANDA OR LAVI+KANDA ANOT!!! OR ALLEN + LAVI DAMN SICK LARZ...

*added much later* AND HIJIKATA+OKITA OR ICHIGO+RENJI OR WHAT OTHER STUPID YAOI PICS I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO AND WHO!!!! ARGH ><

at least draw a guy and a girl larz -.-

zzzzzzzzzz.....


oh yeah qinqi calls Kurosaki Ichigo 小黑
...

WA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and chang chin watches one piece and thinks vivi is chio
o.0


end~!
(kanda and hijikata should be friends)

ginpachi sensei!!!!=D





lol





i went like how many places just to get my d.gray-man book 4


sheesh!





and they all were like


we dun have, please try again tomorrow...





like what the...





since its finally the slacky period now(since i did my hw super early),


i shall go try at lot 1(please please please have it...)



*note*
in the end i found it in popular -.-

sigh...
lavi is hot

tired...

yay im so gonna get my d.gray-man today
cause lavi is kawaii...

...

ok fine! i know that is a bad excuse...
whatever...

so bored...
cm now lalala


we finished our project thingy so yay can slack!!!!
but this com sucks =(

darn...

end~!(all of u dun go emo leh... everywhere i go all emo blogs D= )

i love blueberry fruit yogart =D






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oh ok
so lavi is my type -.-

but hey! im starting to like lavi more than allen =D
cause sometimes allen too serious...

lalala~!
nothing to say

ain't i supposed to be studying su yu?
darn
LSBFJ
if u can understand that gd 4 u

sigh...
i think i'll fail my maths again

D=

just let me be a mangaka already

end~!(and yes i'm really gonna drop piano)

a sat morning without piano lessons...

i intending to drop piano...
happy yet sad... dunno why
sigh... what to do???????!!!!!!

argh it just makes me jealous
like that idiot person upstairs
he/she plays it so well
and as 4 me,

everytime i play,there will be this baby who cries and cries
wtf larh
can shut up anot
wish u go die larhz
ppl already struggling already still cry
i know it sucks but at least can shut up anot at least keep ur idiot mouth shut larz
pissed><

i hate whiney babies
i hate whiney babies

thats why when i grow up and be a mangaka im not going to get married or have children
sheesh!

actually,dru told me that most of the mangakas are single...
cause they don't actually go out and socialise...

yay! my ideal carrer!!!=)

so if i drop piano i'll most likely be able to learn jap
...

ok =)yaye

woots

im starting to like 2008















end~! (shineh shineh u idiot baby shineh=die )

yaye
im so glad that my family accepted the fact that i can be a manga artist when i grow up
=)

yayayyayayayaaya
this really makes me happy for cny =)


i really hate rich relatives who give so little ang pao money whereas my parents gave so much more to their children.(and we are not really rich)

i hate them
so unfair
and this not the first time that happen larh

sigh...
the there were those who never even gave any even when they were already married
argh

lol keep thinking that today is sat
lol

darbn haven't do any hw yet...
darn

oh well
off to watch my d.gray man

end~!(and allen is still very kawaii though i think lavi is about to beat him...-.-)

bad mood...
argh!!! cny with nothing to do...
now all the school hols are gone and all are public hols
i really really prefer school hols lah...

like i mean all shops were closed today so i can't get anything =(
i can't get dru anything=(
i have NOTHING to do =(
i wanna draw manga but it sucks to much that i left it alone...

=(


















I HATE CNY LIKE SHYT!

sigh...
just let me go japan already...


end~!

yay tmr cny!!!
half day

after that go to lot one with dru to see if got okita keychain and my d.gray-man manga(cause i wanna draw Allen)
and dru's gintama volume 11...

darn i'm performing...
=(
got to wear qi bao tmr =(
=(
got to sing with some idiot tmr >:(

and i want someone to get out of my life...
go away!
u think ur so special and talented,(grab the mike like some crazy idiot when u had the chance)
yeah right
ur just one big loser who had no talent at all and a disgrace to choir
still critise ppl somemore...

go die larh!
u think u CL vry special ar!

pissed...
she really ruins my day...











part B

i'm starting to not appreciate life again...
i rather be animated then being alive...
oh well...

i wanna be a girl who's soul was fused together with a dragon who sacrifised his life for her...
lol so fast and i created my first character...
but still can't think up a name 4 her
and can't deside whether she should be the main character anot...

cause i wanna be in a shonen jump manga...
so...

i know!!!!
she could be something like Rukia!!!!
the person who introduced the main into some society or something...

blah... (just let me learn jap already)><

its fixed!
im gonna be a mangaka when i grow up
i shall be the next Katsura Hoshino
i mean the next female shonen jump(not sunday jump or anything) author whom confuses ppl if she is a girl or guy...
and Allen is still vry kawaii ^^

yay~!
this thought really make me wish that i could grow up faster ^^

end~!